Sunday evening

Okay so here is a mini blog of Sunday evening. First I finished my journal. I'll try and put pics up tomorrow and you can play spot the differences! Went to the 5:00 prayer before service and it is now held in the great room. That was awesome. Like uncontrolled chaos. People dancing, praying, sitting and chatting, reading the bible and walking around in a circle with the spirit pouring out of some of them like they were on a roller coaster. There was a ton of joy in the room. After prayer we went into Sunday nights service and began to worship with Jeremy, Will and Joanna. It was a time of huge celebration and then yes it happened. I began to see Father in the Trinity. What an amazing God we serve. He is so generous. So of course I was taken to another realm and missed most of worship.

He showed me drinking from a very calm river. Almost as if there was no flow. Anyway, I was drinking and felt refreshed. Then I (a non-swimmer) dived in and was floating on top of the water and it was gently covering me. It had a cushiony feel to it maybe like jello or something. Anyway as I was laying in this river Father said this was Him and that I was always safe and secure and never had to worry about anything while in His presence. Then He showed me that my drinking from the river was giving me whatever I needed. I.E refreshing, wisdom, grace, money, anything I wanted or needed. Then again I was flowing with the river and I knew, even though I didn't care, that the river was capable of great violence. Then He showed me 2 scenes. One was from the movie Prince Caspian when the river took the form of a man sort of and dashed away the enemy and then was calm almost instantly and the other was from The Fellowship of the Ring when she calls up the river and it rises up against their enemies. Then I just realized that as long as I was with Father He will protect me and I have nothing to worry about. We are learning a song by Jeremy Riddle called Furious (get ready band), but it talks about how His love is furious and yet that fury is never shown or directed at me--only the enemy.

So this is what happened tonight for me. After this I was very tired and actually came home early to write this and then go to sleep. So by now most of you have read why I keep having visions of God in the Trinity and why I asked. I would recommend that all of you do this. Your pictures will most likely look different but there is such a comfort and strength in knowing who God is and how He wants you to see Him. Have a wonderful night. I am off to bed to get up and take a songwriting class with Brian tomorrow. Yeah! Our first technical type of classes.